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Bruises having followed their predictable hue progression: reddish-purple to
bluish-green to brownish-yellow to sallow-pink, Rockefeller’s groin (including
penile shaft and scrotum) has returned (under unremitting scrutiny) to its
normal coloration. Function, other than routine micturition, has yet to be fully
tested; has yet to be sorely tempted is a claim he cannot make. But abstinence
is affording a newfound gratification, since Yvette has learned a number of independent
tasks—many of these performed with her almond eyes wide open, which is not to
say her sight is focused or alert. Typically she will stare with a lazy sort of
vacancy, seldom interrupted by a solitary blink, her mind in a seeming trance out
of which she snaps at random, her face assuming on these occasions
the look of someone mentally retarded, “severely” retarded, her intellect so
diffuse it might be labeled “scattered”, her brain so disconnected it wanders
out of reach, responding neither to encouragement from without nor instructions from
within. Hunger and thirst, for instance, are monitored by a timetable and
satisfied irrespective her personal volition, nourishment and hydration being
provided systematically when her body lies in state i.e. hovers in the airlock
with its life-support umbilicus fastened to her crotch —ingenious,
if bizarre, and unromantically gross when it comes to cleaning and maintenance.
Yvette, if truth be told, is a chore to keep alive. Every deviation from his
father’s strict directives has incurred a form of penalty, insignificant to
acute (announced by warning lights flashing or the din of shrill alarms); from minor
indigestion onto respiratory arrest, Yvette has
known discomfort, has suffered near disaster, each occasion
taxing her custodian as it threatens his dependent, while ineluctably
strengthening the couple’s offbeat bond.
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Opting to
forego the use of pain to train behavior, Fell removes
electrodes from
Yvette’s compliant underarms (no response) and guides her by
the shoulders to a prearranged exhibit— |
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designed to
teach her the names of things by associating textures. Spread out on a tabletop are half a dozen swatches: wool,
silk, cotton, leather, velvet, and a four-inch square of
fur, each |
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beside
its label, all within easy reach of her who sits in
front of them—Rockefeller opposite, likewise on a stool,
naked as his protégé.
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‘Okay. Try to pay attention. Yvette? Pilot to co-pilot, do you read me? Anybody
there? Okay be a zombie, but try to pay attention anyway. Put your hand
on this. That’s it; touch it with your fingertips. Stroke it. Pet it. No, don’t
eat it! Yvette? Open. Open your mouth, please. Alright chew the damn thing, if
you must; go ahead, slobber all over it; but don’t you dare try to
swallow it. Stop! St-ahhhhh-p. Ohhhhh-pen. Coochy-coochy-coo, let go. Not
food. This is wool, which is also known as tartan, which is now just a
soggy wad, thanks to your saliva. Yuck! Okay, let’s try again. Here;
touch this one. That’s called silk. Feel the difference? Feel how
smoooooth, how sleeeeek it is? Uh, uh; not for tasting. We’ll do taste
tomorrow, if you like; today is all about touching. And naming what you
touch, or at least connecting a sound, a word, a symbol to the feel of a certain
thing. Silk. I know you can’t say it, but I’m convinced you can recognize
it—silk—by its name—silk—by the way it feels when it brushes
against your skin. Here’s another one. Rabbit fur. Okay, use your left
hand if you want to. Good. Not inside your m... Fine; against your cheek is
okay. Your right hand holds the silk. Your left hand holds the rabbit
fur. Soft, huh? Silk. Rabbit fur. Rabbit fur. Silk.
Got it? Okay, put them down. Yvette? Knock-knock; anybody home? Yvette? Down.
Put them down. Do it by yourself. Watch. Down. Fingers open. How can anyone so
gorgeous be so dense? Bastard. Son-of-a-bitch;
I’ll see him rot in hell. Or better yet, I’ll see him fitted with a lifelong
straightjacket. Here, sweetie. Open your fingers. That’s right. Down. Perfect.
Okay, here’s number three. Leather. That’s right, touch don’t taste;
you can sniff it if you want to, you can rub it on your face if you absolutely
must. Leather. Also known as rawhide. Comes from a cow. Leather.
Do you know cow? Moo? No, of course not; how could you? How could you know
anything, cooped up in this glorified sensory deprivation tank, your whole life
squandered in a lab-rat’s version of solitary confinement. Christ; the man’s a
maniac, a menace to society! Velvet. That’s called velvet. Yum-yum
no. Open. Ohhhhh-pen. Yvette. Yvette, you’re like a pit-bull, sometimes.
Let the damn thing... Thank you. Sharp; those teeth of yours. Look, you made
a little hole. No matter. Velvet. Sloppy, holey velvet. Okay,
here’s the last. Cotton. Yvette, are you still with me? You-who, Yvette?
Don’t drift away, sweetie. One more swatch, then we’ll quit. Cotton. No, that’s
wool. Wool. Cotton. Cotton. Wool. Feel the
difference? Hear the difference in their names? No? Is this beyond your
boundaries, completely out of range? I hope not. I hope that asshole left you
roots enough to sprout some semblance of intelligence. Brain cells don’t
regenerate is the conventional wisdom, but they do have a knack for reassigning
functions to undamaged areas. You can do this. You do those exercises.
You’ve learned, or at least you’ve been programmed to comply with basic
commands—after a bit of coaxing. It’s not just pain avoidance, either. I tried
those electrodes; hurt like the dickens. But you respond without
my resorting to torture. Heaven knows what my father may have done to put
you through your paces. Maybe you don’t remember. Maybe a day, an hour, a minute
ago is lost to your fickle immediacy. Leather. Which one? Leather.
Also known as rawhide. Also known as cow skin—none as superb as yours. Not so
much as a pinhead mole detracts from your skin's perfection. Why sustain so
incomparable a package and dismantle what it holds? Prick! I never thought I’d
be vilifying a man I grew up admiring. Worshipped him, I did. He sacrificed a
lot to give me my advantages, him being a single father, a widower—which happened
when Rem was
young, yet he never remarried. Raising me was 'enough', he said on more than one
occasion. Little did I know that he had you stashed away. Not that
you’re much company, sorry to admit. Deliberate or accidental? Maybe you’re a
failure he didn’t have the heart to dump—giving him credit for some semblance of
conscience; though sometimes I wonder. Essentially Rem is a misanthrope. Loves
folks as they might be, loathes them as they are. Could that be it? Are
you some sort of ideal human he fucked-up in the making? Surely he didn’t
intend for you to be a mindless manikin. Or did he? Callous Rem can be, but
it's doubtful he's diabolical. Though looking around... Hey, you did it! That’s it;
that’s leather. Bless your left cheek’s dimple; you may have a future
yet!’
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