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(I
should have told them we’ve been hearing the Voice of God. The
Devil’s Voice, they’d counter. But our motive is pure. Meaning? Free
from self-interest, free from hubris. Righteousness is never free
from either. They don’t know that; they’d identify,
empathize, sympathize. They’d merely condescend and tighten these
restraints, maybe add some thumb screws. Or a crown of thorns?
Forget the martyrdom tack; it won’t work. Grant’s a Christian; I can
smell it, I can read it on his face when I feed him metaphoric
samples of upchucked Host. What; that line about ‘humans being
sacrosanct, our status conferred by God’; he didn’t buy it. He
didn’t buy that we believe it, but he subscribes to the
premise himself; they all do. Who all? THEM, the masses, the
hapless herd of humanity. Why ‘hapless’? Because they’re mistaken.
About? Being God’s darlings, teacher’s pets, the chosen; it’s the
ultimate vanity, the penultimate conceitedness. And patently false
because? Don’t play dumb; you know as well as I do there is
no God. Can you demonstrate that; prove it beyond doubt’s shadow?
More convincingly than can anyone who suspects otherwise. May we
move on? This is a criminal waste of energy. What is? Beating a dead
horse. Meaning religion? Meaning any system of belief that
relies on faith to sustain its flimsy tenets. Science stumbles
enough in pursuit of truth without adding trip-wire fables. What
we’re trying to accomplish, if we ever get out of here, is to
re-engineer ourselves. Pun intended? Take a species that is breeding
itself toward extinction and redirect its course. By? Germ-line
therapies, protein redistribution, modifying DNA. Making changes, in
other words? And/or improvements. Determined by? Us; you, me and our
steadfast objectivity. Uniquely qualified as we are because? We’ve
overcome the bias, realized we are neither divinely selected
nor inherently superior to every other living thing. So ours is an
unobstructed view? A rational clarity. We see life as it is?
Unequivocally, hence envision how it might be.)
ROCKEFELLER
How long has he
been like this?
DOCTOR GRANT
Since early
this morning. We called you last night, but I believe...
ROCKEFELLER
I wasn’t home.
I only collected the message about thirty minutes ago. What’s with all the
blinking and pulling these gargoyle faces?
DOCTOR GRANT
We changed his
medication. It appears he’s had an unforeseen reaction.
ROCKEFELLER
This is
temporary?
DOCTOR GRANT
Hopefully. Your
father struck a nurse, which is why we switched to a stronger neuroleptic and
recommenced restraints.
ROCKEFELLER
Why?
DOCTOR GRANT
Well, we could
hardly let him run amok...
ROCKEFELLER
No, why did he
hit the nurse?
DOCTOR GRANT
Oh; an
argument. Nurse Somerset inquired about a name your father let drop and he
accused her of ‘character assassination’, by which he meant we know not what but
he grew agitated, more emphatic in his gestures, and while waving his fist in
the air he caught her on the chin. It might have been inadvertent but it
took three attendants to wrestle him into submission. They hustled him straight
back here, secured his limbs, and reported events to me. As I said, efforts were
made without success to contact you. In the interim, I authorized Haloperidol.
ROCKEFELLER
He will
snap out of this, won’t he?
DOCTOR GRANT
The
long-acting injected form of Haloperidol can last up to six weeks. Had I known
the drug was counter-indicated by some past sensitivity I of course would not
have prescribed it, but your father’s medical records, such as they are, gave no
such indication. Which reminds me; have you and your dad always lived in
Wellington?
ROCKEFELLER
As far as I
know. My mother died in childbirth. I always assumed it happened here. Why?
DOCTOR GRANT
Your
father’s medical history stops twenty-two years ago. I only ask because these
symptoms are consistent with Tardive Dyskinesia. If he suffered from this
condition prior, his present state might linger.
ROCKEFELLER
Or become
permanent?
DOCTOR GRANT
Too grim
a prognosis, at this stage. We’ll keep him under close observation and let you
know as soon as there’s any change. You’ve tried, I take it, to...?
ROCKEFELLER
Communicate? He acts like no one’s here.
DOCTOR GRANT
Give him time.
Give us time. I’m sure, in the long run, he’ll be his old self again.
ROCKEFELLER
Thank you,
Doctor. If I may, I'd like to sit with him a while longer.
DOCTOR GRANT
As you wish.
One more thing; does the name Stuyvesant mean anything to you or to your dad as
far as you’re aware?
Rockefeller shakes his head and sits at Remington’s bedside, glad (in a chamber
of his heart) about the madman’s helpless state, gloating (from that selfsame
spot) with a rush of retribution on behalf of her (and untold others) used and
criminally abused by him:
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whose tongue
flicks in and out like a serpent’s
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whose
countenance shifts like masks, each face competing for the title
'Most Grotesque'
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whose eyelids
flutter, bat to clear an errant lash it seems, but no, their
blinks are random, disconnected from a brain usurped by a
pharmaceutical "remedy".
(Ha! Some cure.
We know your thoughts, lad, we who raised you from a commandeered egg and
plopped a dollop of ourselves in place of Mrs. Wolffmüller—yolk’s on her—in
hopes you’d manifest him—namely me—whom skeptics deem imaginary. Trouble was—and
is—you are
a disappointment. Because you are not us—a clone does not a soul-mate
guarantee—not Stuyvesant’s Siamese twin—a clone does not a bosom
brother spawn—neither Rockefeller-sibling nor Rockefeller-son—a clone is
neither phantom alter-ego nor conjugal fruit-of-the-loin—at best a
single-minded chip off our double-decker block—so to speak—with wits half those
of ours—therefore a halfwit—our ludicrous exterior and lashed-to-the-mast predicament notwithstanding. Vaunt
your upper hand—go
ahead—accommodate all your vices—with that veggie you’ve
adopted like some virtuous cause célèbre—indulge. What you don’t know—about Miss
Docile—what we—whoops—neglected to inform you is that—no, let’s not forewarn
him; he’ll discover the truth soon enough. Poetic justice? Just desserts for cooping
us up in here—with Doctor Grant content to "medicate"—meaning to "dope"—what he cannot
comprehend—reducing us to our former—Quasimodo-like—plight. Though better
this than sedation—at least we’re free to think—plot—orchestrate our escape plan—plus
sonny-boy’s comeuppance—by weaning him from Yvette—or by watching her self-destruct.
Bravo; we like it. Let him woo and win her Barbie-Doll-Brainless program only to
see it crash.)
Privy as he is to none of Remington’s tag-team subtext, Rockefeller gapes at his
father’s spastic blinks as through Venetian blinds,
menace / pathos alternately flashed, neither unambiguously, both unsettlingly, filial-duty
and moral obligation vying for allegiance, diabolical parent opposed to
autonomic lover, ineluctable culprit versus victim by design,
neither party meeting strict criteria for parent or for partner:
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Rem by his insistence for as long as memory serves on a
brotherly form of fondness, less dependent, more mature, intent
on parity, peer the role that 'Daddy' most coveted and jealously
promoted, rivals, male or female, nary to be tolerated,
requisites that persisted till the day Fell left for school,
grudgingly relaxed but never quite relinquished...
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while “she”
might be an “it” with equal validation, mentally ill-equipped to return a
suitor’s troth, psychologically stunted, emotionally inscrutable, senses fully
alive yet wired as to a dolt, appreciative yet unmoved, responsive yet inert, most
reactions flitting across her surface wake-less as a water spider.
‘Rem, can you hear me?’
(Oh, we can hear you. What’s more we can smell you.)
‘No? Well, I need to talk anyway. You can pretend to listen; you’ve
always been good at that.’
(Foul as a mongrel's muzzle post sniffing a bitch's butt)
‘I
know what you’ve been up to; I mean, at the lab. Above and beyond Yvette and
your made-to-order transplant business, that kidskin covered notebook
documents your obsession.’
(Steeped in sluice-gate juices, pickled in pussy, aroma unmistakable.)
‘It reads like Jeckle and Hyde, except that you experiment on others,
instead of on
yourself. "Evil genes"? Genes that predispose us to "vile behavior"? Are you
serious?'
(Birth
canals not only extrude they ever-after serve as magnets—for males, that is.)
‘You’ve been altering genes systematically, tracking down sequence after
sequence like some bloodhound on a super-predator's trail? Noble, I suppose, in a half-ass sort of way.
Jesus, can you stop that grimacing?’
(Tardive Dyskinesia; Doc Grant is correct. We know the symptoms well. What you
see before you, Benedict Arnold, is the upshot of your infamy.)
‘Guess not. Sorry. I know you’re blaming me for... Christ, just look at you!
What can I say? You’re right. At first I did it for you—you’re really not well—then for me. And for her—us.’
(My
dear misguided poor-excuse-for-a-twin, Yvette is a hopeless cause. Terminal, if
unplugged from our "iniquitous" apparatus. Should we warn him?)
‘Which no doubt disappoints you. Nothing new there; I’ve always let you down. All my
life I’ve felt your expectations dashed by my personal inadequacies. I tried so
hard to be like you but something inside kept willing me apart. Call it
self-preservation, asserting my identity, distinguishing me from you. It nearly
drove me nuts’
(No, let’s not. He's broken his pecker once through lack of self-discipline;
Yvette can do much worse; she'll bust his balls as well.)
‘Leaving for California, against your advice, has made all the difference—despite your spying on me. You knew I changed my major from Genetics to
Robotics; you knew about Joanna; it’s a toss-up which was; I mean, for you. For me, they both were better choices,
emancipating choices; I finally
got out of your footsteps, started walking on my own, which I intend to continue, once
I’ve tidied up your mess.’
(Stuy, we need a name-change. This ‘R’ derivation no longer suits us. Any
suggestions?)
‘I’ve come to a decision that I’m sure you won’t much like. As soon as Yvette
gets stabilized, I’m moving her to the house. After which I’m dismantling, piece by abominable
piece, the whole Falk Foundation.’
(Let’s go with Remington, from here on out. Weren’t we already? We're making it
official.)
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