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Nana, perusing O’Rourke’s transmission (her packing interrupted), fails to
notice that her chamber has been breached by the Prince, his silent step almost
stealthy, his approach from behind covert, his capricious air ulterior as she
feels his muggy breath, detects its mixture of absinthe and hashish like a
tincture of oblivion while cringing at a closeness that adheres as much as
woos, baulking for the very first time at his sophomoric ardor.
‘I
frightened you?’
‘Startled me is all.’
His
prickly unshaved cheek abrades her laid-bare shoulder, as he attempts to
read her module’s unencrypted message. English not the Prince's forte, his nuzzling supersedes,
intent on ravishing the ravishing, on scraping with his chin the
skin at Nana’s throat, clavicle, sternum, interposing himself between
keyboard and keyboardist, squatting before the vortex of pried-apart knees,
bristles poking her belly, navel, abdomen, trawling toward her crotch, closing in
on the semi-flaccid tissue that sets her far apart, venturing to kiss it, gather it into his mouth and feel the flesh elongate, erection irrepressible
given such congenial slurps; sympathetically stiffening, his phallus likewise
yearns, throbs, drools at its circumcised tip in rapt anticipation of spurts / hot / thick / quick / spastic / lacquering
tongue and teeth, inundating taste buds with forbidden fruit elixir,
rousing homophobic odium with injudicious lust, loathing versus loving, shame at odds with
bliss, Nana's surging discharge a harbinger kin to his; the Prince, disgorging
with reluctance that which he has relished, finds her reassuring niche that
allows form to follow function, as Allah wills, as Mother Nature warrants, “oddity”
disregarded, mashed to a gooey pulp under his
fervent fitful thrusting, proof of his dominion, of normalcy restored, guilt by climax fleetingly overshadowed—self-consciously
reinstated, as Nana's slaked appendage makes a parody of the Prince's drained machismo.
Disaffected by the manner of her use, Nana fails to reach the second of her usual two-tier orgasm, and though she milks the boorish pike
impaling her (employs her muscles in an expert peristalsis) the seed
she sucks dejects, germinates:
discontentment
with
subservience to a man she once thought pre-eminent, endowed with regal virtues,
worthy of high esteem, deserving strict obedience and utmost efforts to delight,
when what he is in truth (betrayed by his fixed post-coital scowl) conforms more
to the Sheik’s defamation as a ‘narcissistic wastrel’
disenchantment
with a
custom-made reality based on a masculine fabrication of vestal virgins groomed
for sating one supreme incontrovertible egotistical appetite in a setting so
artificial it might double as an adolescent wet-dream; Himalayas or not, the
Palace is a fantasy
disillusionment
with her
choice-less, predetermined state, and the sinking realization that she is,
indeed, a prostitute, born and bred for an ignominious purpose, and
destined, once fulfilling it, to meet an ignominious end (?)
and escalating
discomfort
with the
Prince’s altered aspect—plotting in its sullenness, threatening in its turpitude; that
which he revered he appears now to revile; that which rendered pleasure now
incurs embarrassment—while she, unwitting source, feels worthless and
defiled.
Fight-or-flight, her instincts cry. Imagining the latter, Nana scripts the
scenes of a
fictionalized escape:
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